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| God I'm bored. I'd write here, but nobody reads this. If anyone ever randomly stops by my xanga, IM me or something, prefferibly on MSN messenger, though AIM is fine.
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| Mom, why is that
the things we were brought up with
are destroyed by ourselves, as the days keep coming?
The collage breaks into pieces
but it not thrown away
There nothing in my hands
even when youe holding them...
*Be my last... be my last...
Be my last... be my last...
Please you have to be my last...
Unknown friends told me to do my best
But this love was a mistake
No, it wasn a mistake
There nothing to grasp with my hands..
how far will this dream go?
With my hands With my hands
With my hands With my hands
With my hands, be my last...
Rather than being together some day,
I would be with you tonight, just for a hour
Who is the adult,
who connected hand is still empty?
I really like those lyrics. Utada Hikaru, "Be my Last" | | |
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You Are a Bright Christmas Tree
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For you, the holidays are all about fun and seasonal favorites.
You are into all things Christmas, even if they're a little tacky.
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How You Life Your Life
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You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.
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Your Christmas Stocking Will Be Filled With Little Wrapped Presents
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You've made Santa a very happy fellow this year.
Don't worry - what happens at the North Pole stays at the North Pole!
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Your Eyes Should Be Violet
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Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure
What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion
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Your Personality Is
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Idealist (NF)
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
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You Are Comet
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A total daredevil, you're the reindeer with an edge!
Why You're Naughty: You almost gave Santa a heart attack when you took him sky diving
Why You're Nice: You always make sure the sleigh is going warp speed
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You are a Dark Red Rose
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You represent unconscious beauty and deep passion.
Your vibe: sophisticated and worldly
Falling in love with you is: wildly carnal and forbidden
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| "Your Friday Horoscope Julia!
A slip of the tongue could indicate where some people you know are going. You might not want to follow this crowd, so fight off loneliness by connecting with a family member for a pleasant evening of togetherness."
Wow.
That made me laugh.
well, no one reads my xanga anymore, so it feels like I'm just drawing in sand in the middle of the desert. I'm pretty sure thats the spelling for the sand one.
I really hate myself. I'm so asinine sometimes. I'm just so mad at myself. I'm angry at a lot, these days. It's just that there are things about myself I can hardly stand. Life just has a way of screwing people over, but I somehow manage to give it a boost on fucking up my life.
I wish there were a way to erase a certain set of memories, without losing what you've learned from them, but taking out the painful pieces, even the ones that used to be good, but are painful even so. To erase all memories of and having to do with one thing, one person. But that's impossible. They'll only escape in dreams, and when you tell those dreams to people, they'll know. And then you will too.
Speaking of dreams, I had an interesting one recently. I lived in some sort of 'community' - I can't explain very well what I mean, but like a community that takes care of everything, where everyone does a set thing and all the children go to the same school, and there's just kind of an ultimate control over the system of this 'community'. I can't explain it ^^; Anyways, I accidently killed Julie Richardson, form my old school, lol. That part was pretty random. Anyways, the system sentenced me to be killed, and until that time i was kept bound in this black thingy, that help my body in one spot whenever i went to the school. eventually, the trial came and my family attended it with me, and I had to convince the judges why I deserved to live. I don't remember what i said. My mom and dad a brother all spoke to the judges too, and tried to say why I should live. during the trial I passed out and muttered something about "needing to call Amanda so see how she's doing" and the judges let me live because of that. It was really odd. There was a lot more, but it's just really hard to write down all of it, plus, nobody even reads this. | | |
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